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wooo… first post… shant b pessimistic in the first post…

well… aft so much of squabbles n unhappiness. i guess wat we needed was some space. i have been to reliant on him n only revolve my life ard him. time to step out, do some wrk, play some mj and jus have some fun without him.

met some of my jc frens in sch today. it was quite a surprise.. i tink i shld start to make a date with them this comin week or something. have lunch n meet up. its been a long time since i saw them.

n next next sat i’ll be going for sum’s wedding. feel weird going back. but i tink i really want to go cause she was someone that really blessed me alot. n i feel that i shld b there to witness this happy occasion. jus have to hold back my tears n stay strong. i noe i need you. but i just dun wan to commit. its so tiring. i’m sorry.

got lots of things to study for. papers to hand in. and also presentations too. he has been bz with his project n trainings too. miss the good old times that i could spend the whole day together in the room. just doin mundane things together. studying. well. i guess i jus have to get used to it. shouldnt have so much expectations otherwise i will be very depressed if it doesnt get met. anchoring and adjustment. :D

goodnite blog. shall head back to studying.

-cheeros